Wednesday, February 08, 2006

ok. i felt super blessed today. den end of the school day. alittle lecture took the shine off it. haha. but kinda Gods way of telling me. great day? did u enjoy it? definately. but ur not at the level i want u to be yet. haha.

last night i was feeling kinda crap. kinda the reason for 3 negative post yesterday. really like to thank Julie for talking some sense and simply being there. hehe. this morning woke up early to do my chem prac wksheet. quite satisfied la. thou i feel kinda retarded cus i thru away all my sec school examples i had nothing to refer to.

den the day just worked itself out. i left the house listening to 'everyday' by hillsong. went downstairs that time. bam! the holy spirit came. for that moment i was so energised, refreshed and renewed. i was like hallelujah! den i went off. hahah. den i praised all the way to school and the presence came and came and came. den i fasted and i felt super edified. prayer meeting was powerful man. haha. i think calvin is super anointed. his prayers always carry such weight.

yesterday. i didnt know wad to write for econs. i didnt even know where to start. i just stared at the statistics of the case study and went OMS. ya. haha. den today it was so cool. i sat down. thot abit and wallaaa! i just wrote and wrote and wrote and i dunno how zai the essays were cus i felt i kept repeating the same points. but the fact i wasnt stoning n rummaging thru my brain for something to write and tht really makes me wanna praise God!

den today was so surprising. i 4got all bout my chem tutorial. i was a dud at mole. den i saw the teacher send jazreel out of class. i was like thinking in my head. God. i think i m gonna join her soon man. den it was so kool. surprisingly the teacher checked the table at the far side before she came over. enuf time for me to get 3 answers from iris and yifang. den the next kool thing was. somehow. i looked thru those 3 solutions and i UNDERSTOOD! den i decided to try killer question 11. and i managed to figure out half of it. OMS! den i in the end Mrs Tay explained everything to us and commended me for having a good attitude towards work. OMS la! its just so amazing how God turned everything around in one day.

great day. kinda seeming more like the old me. hehe. thank God. u did everything. cus i know without u. i ll probably get screamed and scolded at along with feeling dead and sleepy. fantastic but not there yet. i ll let him shape me. let the cracks slowly disappear!

and i promise i shall focus on fasting and not 4get tml. and no more lao po nonsense. hehe.

btw, for all those silly ppl out there. oms simple stands for oh my son. i noe i dun have a son but oh wells. no sh*t in it.

|cowpoo| 3:51 PM|

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